Who Does the God of Hockey Love Best - the Rabid Fan or the Amateur Player?

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hockey being played in a community centre ice rinkEvery Tuesday evening I relinquish the apartment to my girlfriend. Give her the place to herself. Pack my laptop and go to a community centre a couple of blocks away to squeeze in some writing (of stuff like this, usually). There's a TV in the hall. Always playing a hockey game (Tuesday nights, anyway)(in season). A few old duffers sit and watch. I park myself out of sight, out of earshot. With my back to the community centre's ice rink. Tuesday evenings are drop-in nights there. Five bucks a person. Assorted players skate and pass and shoot and play a long scrimmage. No fans. No one's watching. The scoreboard's turned off. I don't know if the same people show up every week, but there's always the same number of them, roughly.

 

 

So those people are choosing to play instead of watching the game on TV. I'm sure they're all fans of the pros. They certainly check the score and watch the highlights when they get home. But to them, playing is clearly more important than watching.

 

We're a culture of spectators. We accept that our jobs consist of doing things we have little or no interest in, and then after work we live vicariously through professional athletes, actors and musicians. Musicologist Daniel J Levitin writes about how buildings whose specific function is watching professional musicians perform go back no further than five hundred years. Before that music was something everyone did. Everyone played, everyone sang, everyone danced. In tribal African cultures, it's still like that. Sports are still like that for elementary and high school students here. Some participate more enthusiastically and with more skill than others, but everyone plays. Everyone gets at least some exercise. Everyone experiences the feeling of marshalling their efforts for a common purpose. Everyone has direct involvement in the team's victory or loss. Then we reach a point where we decide to let the professionals do it for us. We'll hang our hopes on them.

 

cheering hockey fansThe pros certainly play better than the people in my community centre rink. Just like Eric Clapton plays guitar better than I do. But if there's a god of hockey, who does he love best: the fans whose relationship to the sport consists of watching, cheering, booing, waving flags and arguing about what the team should do, or the amateurs playing for the love of it, as well as doing the fan stuff when they're not playing?

 

What do we lose when we reduce our involvement to spectating? How is the experience different for those local players watching a game, as they consciously and unconsciously learn from the pros and strive for that kind of excellence when they're next on the ice? What are the long term psychological effects on the masses whose biggest emotional ups and downs are in the hands of others?

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  • Comment Link Sarah o Tuesday, 24 May 2011 06:34 posted by Sarah o

    Interesting thoughts here TJ, you've raised a number of good questions. I get where you're going, and it's useful to look at the ways in which we choose to spectate (?) rather than participate, and even more interesting to look at why.

    I can offer one perspective (my own, obviously), and it relates to a previous piece of yours on three-ness gone wild. I'm pretty sure these days that I'm a type three (the achiever), and it offers a lot of insight into my particular reasons for sitting back and watching. I really don't like doing things I suck at (sports being a very excellent example!). I'd rather watch someone else who is really good then risk being revealed as the piss-poor athlete that I am...

    The music piece rings true for me too. I grew up performing music competitively, and have had to do some major re-wiring to approach it with freshness as an adult.... As a fun expression of emotion and creativity, and not an opportunity to reveal excellence. I could feel myself pulling away from playing and performing (and focusing on watching others) because of a fear of not being good enough.

    I wonder how our collective cultural emphasis on success and achievement are influencing us in similar ways? Maybe it's time you and me meet down at english bay for a friendly game of barefoot soccer? I think the gods would like that.

  • Comment Link TJ Dawe Tuesday, 24 May 2011 19:02 posted by TJ Dawe

    You're right, it's a very Three-ish sense we have in our culture that if you aren't good enough to do something at a professional level, why do it?

    One of my favourite writers is the unjustly obscure Sherwood Anderson, who wrote a letter to his son, who was living in Paris, trying to make it as a painter. One of the things he said was "The object of art is not to make salable pictures. It is to save yourself."

    I think we'd all be a lot better off psychologically if we gave at least a part of our time to activities where we're direct, active participants, whether we're as good as the pros or not.

    There's also nothing wrong with appreciating the grace, skill and expertise of someone doing something you can't do at all - my journalist, author, playwright, political satirist and filmmaker friend Mark Leiren-Young says he loves hockey for this exact reason. No part of him feels he can do what they do. Mark is an incredibly prolific creator in his career. His time as a spectator is more than balanced by his time as a participant in a field in which he displays the passion and drive of a hockey star. How many rabid sports fans - or music fans, or moviegoers - can say the same?

    a question for you: has the way you listen to music changed at all since you've come back to performing it as an adult?

  • Comment Link Sarah Olson Friday, 27 May 2011 03:50 posted by Sarah Olson

    I think your friend is really on to the beauty and balance of what we are talking about here.

    To really be engaged in your own unique expression, of whatever it is you have to contribute, and then to enjoy the excellence of others (cleanly - without competition, envy, or any other garbage) is really the thing to strive for.

    As for your question about music, I would say I feel less competitive towards other musicians, which allows me to appreciate more fully what they are up to. But has my appreciation for great music deepened? I'd say yes, although on a subtle level for sure.

    What I'm thinking is that there's something settling about living out our own creativity that allows us to really enjoy the contributions of others, which just sets the conditions for more greatness, I think.

  • Comment Link TJ Dawe Friday, 27 May 2011 16:58 posted by TJ Dawe

    I'm an amateur guitar fingerpicker, but I find once I've learned a song, I hear it with much more detail when listening to a recording than I ever did before. And with more appreciation and respect for the original musician. And that's helped listen to all kinds of music with a greater ear for detail and nuance.

    There's a sequence in Don Delillo's novel Endzone where some college football players (small, midwestern college) are watching UCLA's football team on TV, with reverence and awe, because of their very intimate understanding of how difficult it is to play at that level.

    My dad was a high school basketball coach, specializing in zone defence, and would watch NCAA games with the eye of a master strategist, understanding levels of what went on with the defence that were (and still are) far beyond me.

    Watching good indoor climbers in action is both awe-inspiring and instructive now that I'm a climber myself.

    And my jealousy of talented and successful writers and performers has a much harder time undermining my appreciation of their work when I'm being productive and satisfied with my own creativity. When unencumbered by envy and lack of fulfillment, I want everyone to be good, to see them push the boundaries, to see what they've brought up from the depths.

  • Comment Link Mark Leiren-Young Saturday, 28 May 2011 08:38 posted by Mark Leiren-Young

    Hi TJ,

    Thanks for the mention. And you've totally nailed what I love about hockey (Go Canucks).

    For what it's worth one of my dreams - that I really ought to start making time for -- is to learn how to play guitar. And I don't care how badly I do it, I still think it would be big fun just to be able to manage a few songs someday.

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